Sailor Moon Expanded : The Night Before A tale of the Black Moon War by Mark Latus Crystal Tokyo - 2985 AD "A peace treaty?" Serenity sounded as flabbergasted as everyone else looked. The Queen, King, five women and three cats who made up the Royal Defence Council stared at the remaining member of the group with varying degrees of disbelief. Lord Calcite (Royal Envoy by grace of Her Majesty Neo-Queen Serenity and current holder of the unofficial CT "Looks Cute When He's Grim & Brooding" title now that Ferrite and Magnesite were out of town) nodded and continued in the same serious tone. "Yes, your majesty. Ahem, 'To discuss the redistribution of terrestrial political influence and end the possibility of conflict between Crystal Tokyo and the Nemesian people's colonization vanguard.' And so on in that vein." He handed the transcript to Endymion who scanned through it and snorted before shaking his head and quietly muttering, "They must think we're idiots!" Serenity ignored this and addressed Calcite. "What's your opinion?" He started to speak, "And forget the formality, we're not in court." Calcite's poker face slipped and he looked concerned. "Serenity, my opinion is that you ignore this. At best Demand's stalling for time to consolidate his grip on the rest of the world without our interference. He knows we're about to treat the blockade as an act of war and start officially aiding the resistance movements around the globe. More importantly it means his troops will be facing the Senshi in battle and he doesn't want that. Especially when we've got Crystal Tokyo as an invulnerable stronghold to strike from. He's just trying to use your ideals to stymie our declaration of hostilities until he's crushed all opposition in the occupied territories. When he's done that he'll be free to throw everything he's got against us. He'll also be using the truce period to search for a way to break your shield. "That's the best case scenario. At worst it's a trap, a second kidnap plot or something more lethal! One way or another take you out of action then launch a blitzkrieg assault while our defences are down. Just because the first attempt failed is no reason to think he won't try again." There was a mumble of agreement from around the table. Serenity nodded and said, "Thank you, Calcite. I'm sure you're probably right." Then she sighed and gave a sad smile. "But this is Crystal Tokyo and as Demand knows if there's any hope, however slight, for a peaceful solution I must seek it. So I will agree to meet with him." Everyone started to protest at once then hesitated. First Endymion, then all the Senshi save Polaris and finally the mooncats. Titanite's mouth dropped open as her gaze bounced between all the silent, unhappy looking people. Very confused she started to ask, "Hey, what ... what's got into you ...?", before her brother interrupted. "Ti, leave it." That jolted her. Suddenly she remembered Pluto's words of four years ago. After their first meeting with Pluto she had summoned the guardian of time privately to ask her for a few more answers. She'd more than half expected Pluto to refuse her request for information and been surprised when the other asked only that she use her only judgement about passing the information along. So Ti learned a few things she'd rather not in hindsight, things she had kept to herself ever since. Something was going to happen to both Serenity and Endymion leaving the city without its shield. To prevent Crystal Tokyo being destroyed the Inner Senshi would be forced to power the defence shield themselves. Taking all four of them out of action. Pluto would give no specifics about what the event was or when it would occur. Saying only the less Titanite knew the less temptation she'd have to change events. The only comfort Pluto could offer was to remind her that if events proceeded as they should the Royal Family would survive the war. Pluto would give no details on anyone else's fates. Titanite reflected that her brother had perhaps been wiser, Cal hadn't asked Pluto for any details beyond the bare bones of what they must not do at all costs. He still felt that when it came to the future the more you knew the more limited you were in your actions. Though the mood in here must make it obvious to him that everyone else knew something was terrible was about to happen. But whatever it was it could not, must not be prevented! Whatever disaster was in store it must be allowed to happen or everything they had worked for this past millennia would be lost. Ti flushed purple and settled back looking embarrassed. There was a brief awkward silence broken by Serenity. "I assume Demand has conditions of his own for setting up a peace conference?" Calcite nodded. "He's bringing Rubeus and the Uncanny Sisters as his bodyguards. I get the impression he thinks that's a formality and he can handle any trouble himself. He's quite willing for you to bring the Senshi as bodyguards ... with one exception." All eyes turned to Titanite who gave a harsh laugh. "Namely yours truly. Can't have me corrupting any more of their youth." "Right. Demand gave me the diplomatic version, '... unnecessary strain on negotiations due to ill feelings within the Black Moon Clan ...' and so on." He paused then added, "Garnet was considerably blunter. He's taken it as a personal insult. If you ever meet him again be sure to strike first!" Ti nodded and Calcite continued. "The site of the conference is to be mutually agreed. That'll take a while as we can hardly trust their choice isn't a trap but they aren't going to agree to meet in CT. Walking into your stronghold is the last thing he'll accept." Endymion interrupted. "How about Okinawa? Much lighter defences than CT but close enough to Nippon and the air defence network should we need military support." Makoto nodded in agreement then winced at the thought of what she'd just agreed to. "We'll have to see if they'll agree but it's a reasonable choice. Or as reasonable as anything can be under the circumstances." As soon as he finished Rei spoke up. "Security is my department. What kind of guarantees is Demand giving us that this whole thing isn't a trap? That he isn't just getting us all out from under the shield together then opening fire from orbit?" Calcite looked just about as cynical as Rei. "His word of honour." That got a round of chuckles. "Also he's willing to follow any terrestrial safe conduct rituals we want." Rei looked amused. "None of which mean a damn thing to him. Of course he'll be happy to give any guarantees we ask for." "I may be able to help there." Titanite called up something on her slate and handed it Serenity who frowned at the unknown symbols. Before she could ask Ti added, "There's a pronunciation guide below it." Serenity quietly read the unfamiliar collection of syllables aloud then asked, "What is this?" "That is the most sacred and revered oath on Nemesis. Their one unbreakable covenant. It's how their bureaucracy can keep running when they recruit from a dozen hostile clans. To-chan told me about it ages ago but it didn't seem important before. Now if Demand will swear by that to meet in peace then we've got something to work with." "May I see that?" Serenity nodded and passed it to Rei. She studied it then looked at Titanite. "There's no mystical significance to this, is there?" "No, but violating it would be a very bad move by Demand. Remember the Nemesians aren't one people but a dozen feuding clans. That's why Demand's title is Prince not King. King and Queen are reserved for this quasi mystical long prophecised messianic couple who will bring all the clans together as one people ... which To-chan doesn't expect to happen any time soon. Demand rules Nemesis but that's by force and alliance, the other clans definitely don't see him as their King. The point is that while the Black Moon Family rules it's over a coalition and that's what's invaded." Everybody nodded and Ti realized they already knew the background. Luckily she was about to get to the point. "The importance of all this is that the only way the other clans would trust Demand enough to give him authority over their own forces and take them off planet would be if he swore this oath with the clan leaders to divvy up the spoils with them. If he breaks his word they are going to get very uneasy and the alliance will start breaking down. Demand will have to watch his back as closely as his front." Ami interjected, "From what we know of Demand he's just megalomaniacal enough to chance disregarding his people's most sacred covenant." Ti sighed, "I know Ami-chan, but it's the best we can hope for. Of course we'll have to see that Demand's swearing the oath to us gets broadcast worldwide. If we're the only ones outside the Black Moon Family to know he's sworn it he'll be a lot likelier to violate it."" Makoto snorted, "I'd prefer an oath that would make his head explode if he breaks it." Rei nodded in agreement before replying. "So would I but he'd never put himself under a mystically binding oath to an enemy. The best we can hope for is one with long term political and social consequences if he violates it. Nice work, Ti." Ti did a somewhat unconvincing show of false modesty followed by Minako attributing her sister- in-law's political savvy to her longtime influence. That got a few grins and lightened the mood a bit. On the window ledge above the group a white and purple cat that had arrived riding on Mercury's shoulder shook her head. Then, feeling a little mischievous, caught Artemis's eye and gave him an inviting grin. Artemis sweatdropped and quickly glanced away to find himself face to face with a female of his species. She began nuzzling him and he made the mistake of neither protesting nor pulling away immediately. Which meant he was immediately whacked by Luna on general principles. While Artemis was rubbing the bump on his head Luna and Arachne held a brief glaring contest. Arachne sniffed and stalked across the table to rejoin Makoto in a sour mood. One male mooncat left and that prig Luna had got her claws in him and insisted on monogomy! By the Ancients, what was she thinking! So they had a kitten together, it wasn't as if they were bound by human rules! She curled up in front of her Senshi and began to sulk. Accustomed to this by now Makoto sighed and scratched the jouvian cat's ears. Perched above this domestic drama the only cat present who wasn't created in ancient times purred with amusement. Must be frustrating having a lack of males of your own species. Actually so did she but she had been able to adapt easily enough to terrestrial males. A solution the frustrated mooncat couldn't use. Even without the intelligence barrier between Arachne and terran tomcats there was a certain physical problems that rendered sex with them a painful proposition. Unfortunately for the recently revived mooncat she wasn't a masochist so Artemis was the only game in town. Except that her arrival had spurred Luna to stop playing hard to get resulting in a kitten the proud parents had named Diana. All of which brought to mind someone here she had lost to another (also present) long, long ago. The purr faded as ancient memories began playing through her mind and she forced herself to consider what was happening below. It didn't make her feel any better. She watched the meeting get back on track feeling more than a little edgy. Hopefully her conclusions were wrong but the scents told a different story. Resignation laced with fatalism made an unpleasant odour. The meeting ended with the King and Queen's announcement that they would contact Demand and try to set up the peace negotiations. It would be a face to face meeting between leaders. Serenity attending for Crystal Tokyo with Rei, Ami, Makoto and Minako as bodyguards while Endymion remained in charge of the city. Everyone else had immediately begun advising against taking all the remaining True Senshi with her but stopped at the expression on Serenity's face. Now everyone had departed the room except for Calcite, Titanite and the sunbathing cat. Seeing his sister wanted to talk he had arranged to catch up with the royal party in a few minutes. "Umm Cal ... after we met Pluto for the first time I met her alone and asked her a few things ..." "Ti, is hearing this going to do anything except make me curse fate?" "Uhm ... no, I guess not. Forget I mentioned it. Like you say, what will be, will be. So let's not dwell on it." "That's the spirit." She'd known her brother too long to be fooled by false joviality. He knew something very bad was going to happen soon and didn't like being helpless to prevent it. Perhaps remembering Pluto's words to the Renegades four years earlier when Ti had said that if Princess Usagi would travel back to the twentieth century after the war then Crystal Tokyo must have survived so everything must work out all right. Pluto had corrected her and warned her about making assumptions. "Serenity and Endymion have reason to believe that they survive, but none of the rest of you do." The memory of those less than comforting words was suddenly driven away by something landing on Calcite's shoulder. "Meow?" Calcite snapped back to reality and handed the cat to Titanite. "We'd better get going, everyone's waiting for us." With that he hurried away brushing away imaginary cat hairs. Ti let Margrave-neko sprawl on her shoulder then followed. Quietly she asked, "Were you defusing a tense moment or just hoping to upset Mina-chan by arriving with him?" "Meow?" Ti took that to mean, "What do you think?" "Let me guess, both?" A purr with definite overtones of laughter buzzed by her ear. Nice to know some things never changed. It was a very apprehensive Ami who returned to her quarters that night. The conference was going to be a rush job, Demand had insisted that they hold it tomorrow. Ami smiled cynically and muttered, "Probably afraid if he waited we'd boobytrap the site." It was infuriating the way the Nemesians insisted on believing that everyone was as warped and treacherous as they were. Small parties, no ambassadors or negotiators, just Demand and Serenity with each bringing their bodyguards. The thought of what was going to happen chilled her. She'd never be able to conceal her feelings. Thankfully the Nemesians would be expecting them to look on edge. Probably looking forward to it. She sighed before the door to her apartment. Admittedly they didn't know it would happen tomorrow but all seemed to fit. Future-Endymion hadn't given many details all those years ago ... or would be giving those details before too long depending on your perspective. Even for her time travel was a mind bending concept. She chided herself for trying to turn her mind from thoughts of what would ... must happen. No, Endymion hadn't given many details but the little he had told (would tell?) them was bad enough. Serenity would be struck down rendering Crystal Tokyo defenceless. An over simplification but she was both the one shielding the city and their prime weapon if Demand violated Nipponese airspace. Once she was sealed in crystal it would be impossible to revive Serenity. Normally restoration would be a simple matter but not this time. That would take the Silver Crystal and that would be travelling back in time with Small Lady. Without the Crystal here to heal her Serenity would remain trapped between life and death. Meanwhile the four Senshi would have to combine their powers and become the power source shielding the city. By the time their younger selves visited the city the shield would have shrunk to just covering the Palace while Crystal Tokyo was wrecked and empty. She only hoped that didn't mean mass slaughter of the citizens. Though there was no safe place on Earth for them she had plans for a way to save them all. The main problem would be manufacturing enough EXODUS gates in time. Or maybe just the first problem, persuading people to walk through them might well be the major problem. Though very soon it wouldn't be her concern any longer. The door slid open at her touch as she thought about becoming a power source for the defence grid. It had used to bother her after the other Senshi appeared wondering why it was only the four of them hooked to it and what happened to the others? Obviously Pluto would be busy guarding the timegate (and doing a pretty crummy job considering how many time travellers we met, a small voice at the back of her mind insisted) but the other Outer Senshi remained something of a mystery. Hotaru had gone MIA during the Great Darkness, no conclusive evidence one way or another but both Haruka and Michiru had insisted she was dead. Perhaps she'd wound up a Jane Doe in one of the mass graves they were digging near the end. Things were chaotic and record keeping more than a little lax. Even if she hadn't died then having refused to become immortal meant age would have finished her long ago. Serenity was sure that if Sailor Saturn was needed again she would be reborn but there had been no signs of that happening. As for Haruka and Michiru who knew where they'd disappeared to? It had been over 150 years since anyone had seen them. Rei had been trying to covertly trace them before the war so they could be brought back into the fold but without success. Ami had been sure that when the invasion came they would reappear to fight it. But there was still no sign of Sailors Uranus and Neptune. What had happened to them? Ami blinked and realized she was standing on the threshold of her quarters brooding. If she kept this up she'd have to change her name to Magnesite and start narrating her every thought. Chuckling she stepped into the room. The lights didn't come on automatically and her good humour vanished. Before she could command them to activate someone soundlessly slid from the shadows behind her and wrapped arms around her. The door slid shut cutting off the light from the corridor. Being keyed up Ami reacted instinctively. An elbow smash to the gut at Senshi speed as she spun to seize and throw her attacker. Even injured his reactions were very good but she managed to grasp and toss him. She invoked the change while he was still in midair, the flash lighting the room, and launched a Shabon Spray Freezing. That was when her intellect asserted itself over her training having registered the figure in the flare of transformation but not recognised it while she operated on trained reflex. Unfortunately it was a little late by then. "TOMA!?" Her husband managed to gasp, "Sur ...prise ..." through blue lips before collapsing. Ami charged towards him but tripped on the edge of a rug. Swearing she ordered the lights on and winced momentarily at the glare. Her medical training came to the fore and she knew she had to warm him up before hypothermia set in. Unceremoniously stripping off his clothes while mentally ordering her fuku to peel away she swiftly bundled him into the bed and wrapped herself around him as best she could. Cold tolerant as she was she felt chilled by the embrace. They lay like that for some time until she felt his shivering stop. Her sense at being thankful for that was quickly erased by a wave of anger. What had that idiot been playing at? Okay, maybe she'd overreacted a bit but no one could blame her for being on edge ... well no one who had foreknowledge anyway ... which he didn't. The anger vanished behind a quick wave of guilt. Should she have told him? Maybe ... on the other hand Minako had never told Calcite, he'd just put together a few pieces with Ti and his old friends then Pluto arrived to fill in the blanks. Tom had been too busy outside Crystal Tokyo to see through the mask that covered her own increasing nervousness as the clock ticked towards impending war. Ami sighed, long ago they had decided (at her urging) not to discuss it with anyone who didn't already know what the future would bring. The risk of paradox was too great. It still was, everything could still go off the rails. Could she tell Tom the real reason she was so edgy or was it still wisest to wait until afterwards? Logic said to wait but her heart said to trust him with the truth. Which was she supposed to listen to? He was always causing problems for her. Thank god, it helped keep her sane. She sighed and murmured, "Idiot!" in an affectionate tone. She wasn't sure which of them she was talking about. Meanwhile now that he could think straight again Tom was chiding himself for his greeting. It wasn't the first time he'd done something like this but before there hadn't been a war going on in the background. His stomach hurt and he tried not to wince. The only comfort he could draw from all this he had obviously done a good job training Ami in unarmed combat. Even so something felt wrong, Ami's reaction too extreme. He'd been lucky not to wind up a popsicle, fortunately she'd gone for her swiftest attack. Speed over power. Or maybe he wasn't so lucky, the time required to summon one of her more powerful attacks might have let her identify him and stop before she launched it. Regardless something felt wrong here, there was a mystery to be solved. But first, as Ami had just called him an idiot, he'd better patch things up. "Mmmm ...you're so warm. I swear I'll never complain about resting your cold feet on me again." "Hah, you're only saying that because I don't have any way to record it!" Ami considered summoning her terminal but opted to leave her hands where they were. "And I don't bring cold feet to bed anyway." "Well ... physically yes but metaphorically no." Ami took a moment to work that out then did one of her cute blushes. Had it not been for his aching stomach and still feeling half frozen Tom might have pursued the matter but instead he opted to enjoy their embrace. After a few moments Ami asked, "Does anyone know you're in the city?" "Rei does, she was going to pass the word to Cal and Makoto. I contacted her a few hours back with the details of how I got in so she could plug the security gap. I also asked her not to mention it to you." "I wish she had. Then I might have known it was you." "Sorry about that." "I'm sorry too. I'm on edge right now. I'm ... well I'm just ... scared." "Scared?" That made no sense. "Ami, you're one of the bravest people I know." Ami sighed. "I'm not scared for myself. It's Serenity ... she's meeting Demand tomorrow for peace negotiations and I'm afraid of what's going ... what could happen to her." The words snapped Tom into Starhunter mode. "She's what! Why ...?" He didn't complete the protest, he knew Serenity. If the chance for a peaceful resolution existed she had to pursue it. "She doesn't have to go personally! Even if no one here would serve as envoy, which you all would without hesitation, I'd do it." "It has to be her ..." He saw the beginnings of tears glisten in her eyes. "Tom, don't ask me too explain ... it has to be her ... if I could tell you I would but ..." "Hush ... it's okay Ami. If you say you can't that's good enough for me. You know that." She forced a smile and they lay there holding each other. Sharing their warmth and strength within the embrace. Time passed and Ami's thoughts turned from the unpleasant future to the here and now. If events went as she feared they could be the last time they saw each other for who knew how long? She didn't know how long she would be in a trance powering the defence network. Worse, since Tom was already part of the terran resistance he'd be outside Crystal Tokyo fighting. This could be the last time they ever saw each other. Her mind recoiled from the thought but it wouldn't go away. There was no denying it, his sense of duty wouldn't permit him to remain in Crystal Tokyo. The last orders the Reunited Nations had given the Hunters was to disperse and fight the invaders. He had his orders and he would never abandon his people to fight without him. Soon he would depart Crystal Tokyo and return to the fight with or without its support. He'd never consider doing otherwise, there was no use discussing it. Ami thought about it then smiled slightly. All things considered the best she could do was give him a sendoff he'd never forget. She'd always been the coy one in this marriage, the habits of a millennium were hard to break. But ... Very soon Tom had forgotten about both the cold and his bruises. Or at least didn't care anymore. Calcite woke to find himself alone. The bed was still warm so Mina hadn't been gone long. Normally his trained senses would have awakened him as soon as she moved but they had been blunted by the night's activities. It had been an exhausting but mutually enjoyable evening. The only thing that marred it was the undercurrent. There had been a desperate intensity, almost a frenzied pitch, to their lovemaking. As if this was goodbye. Which perhaps it was. Calcite stopped thinking and listened to what his senses were telling him. A whisper of movement and he knew where she was. Silently he rose and followed her. Minako gazed down on Alan, just drinking in his presence. Her youngest child, the son Serenity had tried to trick them into having so they'd be sure to stay together. Cal had sensed Serenity's alterations and they'd chosen to conceive him anyway. A decision she had never regretted it. She reached down and gently tousled his hair. The three year old stirred a little but didn't awaken. Minako smiled but her eyes glistened. Quietly she whispered, "Mommy's probably going to have to go away for a while to keep you safe from some very bad people. But Daddy will take care you and so will aunt Ti and uncle Topass. You'll be all right and when mommy comes back we'll have a big party for my special boy. Okay?" Alan made an inarticulate noise and turned in his sleep. She leaned down and kissed him on the cheek. Then very softly eased towards the doorway. She wasn't surprised to see Calcite waiting for her. Silently they returned to their own room. Quietly he asked, "You told him probably so it's still not certain?" "I ... I really don't know. We know what will happen but everything we know is general. We just don't know exactly when and where ... there's no point trying to hide bad times are coming is there?" He shook his head. "Wonder how Ami's managed to keep Tom in the dark so long? Guess it helps they see each over so rarely ..." She trailed off then gave a wane smile. "I was trying to think of an appropriate saying but nothing comes to mind." "Saves me having to correct you. Ouch." "Watch it mister!" The mock anger lightened the mood but it didn't last. Minako sighed then followed it with, "It's just that everything seems to fit. Small Lady's the right age and who but Demand could ..." She choked off the suggestion that the Nemesian Prince was one of the few people powerful enough to strike Serenity down. No details, it would be easier for him to let her walk into a trap that way. Nor did she observe that the completion of the auxiliary shield generator and Serenity's decision not to take the Silver Crystal with her tomorrow also fit. The latter was supposedly to ensure there was no chance it would fall into Nemesian hands. Besides Serenity could summon it any time she choose and trusted Endymion to guard it. At least that was the public version. The real reason was so it would be available for Small Lady to ... borrow when the time came. Yes, all the pieces were in place and despite what people would think they were in control of this situation. It was all going just as they had expected. So why did she feel so lousy? Probably because her Queen and close friend was going to walk into an ambush and there were no guarantees nothing would go wrong. The only real certainty was disaster if Serenity didn't walk in like a lamb to slaughter. Centuries of peace and it all came down to the next few hours to make or break everything. She wrapped her arms around Calcite resting her head against his chest. Husband, father of her children, lover and occasional enemy. Her anchor through the ages. It would be harder on him. In a few hours she would most likely be beyond all cares until the war was over. His problems would just be beginning as he inherited a city and people that had never known war. Serenity had put everything in place for his temporary command but even so there would be trouble. There was no way around it, martial law would hardly be popular in utopia. On top of which he'd have a wife who'd turned into a statue and a son who wasn't old enough to understand what had happened to mommy. It would hardly be fun for either of them. This was likely farewell until who knew when. So it made sense to her to ensure the memories of this night lasted them both a long, long time. She lifted her head from his chest, shifted her grip and gave him a sultry smile. He started to say something but she touched a finger to his lips and whispered, "hush" then followed it with a kiss. Whatever it was could wait. After all this time the only words that mattered were, "I love you". Almost unconsciously both repeated them, then there were no more words. After nearly a millennium neither needed them. Through their many marriage ceremonies one line had been consistent. It read simply, "With my body I thee worship." It was one both had always striven to honour. Tonight was no exception. Makoto stood on her balcony and studied the sky. It was a good night for stargazing, as in many things Crystal Tokyo was the best city in the world for it. How Serenity had done it Makoto didn't know but the city lights never obscured the brilliance of the sky. The night was cloudless and the shield Serenity had erected to protect the city invisible to the naked eye. Nothing to interfere with the view. She should be resting for tomorrow. Being as alert as possible could be crucial, perhaps the difference between life and death. Yes, she should be resting but she felt too restless. That was why she was out here aimlessly studying the stars. She'd been told all the answers could be found among the constellations if you just had the wit to see them. But it seemed her wits failed her as all she saw was the beauty of the heavens. Not that this was an insufficient reason to study them. "Star light, star bright first star I see tonight ..." The rhyme halted abruptly as one of the points of light moved. Her mood darkened at the sight. No need to guess what that was, there was only one possible source. The skies belonged to Nemesis, far overhead their ships waited for the opportunity to strike Crystal Tokyo or pacify resistance in the occupied territories. Bastards! From the corner of her eye she caught a streak of light and turned to see a shooting star's brief blaze of glory. Idly she wondered if that had been a natural meteorite for a change instead of orbiting space junk. There was no shortage of the latter. Pieces of the once vaunted Terran Defence Ring, the network of satellites and space stations that would forever protect Earth from extraterrestrial aggression, would be falling for years yet. The ring hadn't quite lived up to its reputation. In fact between internal and external damage it hadn't even delayed the Nemesians more than a day. The Nemesian sabotage and mapping of the ring's weak points had been very well orchestrated. From a purely tactical standpoint she had to admire it. Makoto sighed and wondered where Chrysolite was tonight. It had been some time since they last talked. If that was the right word as they hadn't actually verbally communicated since she left the city. With dreamspeaking it was always questionable how much was real and how much was just part of the dream. But it filled a void and right now she needed to talk to a friend. On that thought Makoto suddenly muttered, "Hah!" and shook her head. She was lying to herself and doing a pretty rotten job of it. If all she wanted was a friend to talk to there was an easy answer. Arachne would grumble a bit if she woke her but would be willing to talk things over with her. Though she might not care to listen to what Makoto needed to discuss having firm ideas about how the last Senshi of Jupiter should conduct herself. As for a human friend while a call to any of the couples would hardly be appreciated right now Rei would be free to talk to her. But that wasn't what she needed. She wasn't looking for a friend, she was looking for something more. Much as she'd tried to deny it she had a growing attraction to Chrysolite. Makoto sighed, over a thousand years old and she had suddenly decided she was a lesbian. Except she wasn't. Even bisexual seemed too extreme. She felt no attraction to any other women. In fact the idea of being with a woman made her feel queasy. Yet for all that she couldn't deny she had feelings for Chrysolite that went beyond friendship. It was ... just something about her. Something specific to Chrys alone. It was as if there was some sort of bond between them. A bond utterly ignorant of the gender problems involved. Makoto sighed again. Never in all these centuries had she felt quite like this before. But she did and that meant she had a problem. If Chrys had been male then everything would be perfect. But she wasn't and that meant Makoto was in a complicated situation. Problem was she had no idea how to resolve it. There didn't seem to be any easy answers. She could simply ignore her feelings and go back to searching for Mr. Right. That was the easiest solution and meant she didn't have to worry about conflicting feelings. Obvious and yet ... Her karma hadn't been particularly good in this regard. How many times had she loved and lost for a hundred different reasons? Poor judgement, mortality, passion that burned out, simply drifting away from one another ... so many variations leading back to being alone. What if this was the one and only break in the pattern? That she had reacted so strongly because Chrysolite was her soulmate? Did she dare throw this chance away? That led to the other obvious solution. Except she didn't know if she could get over her conflicted feelings. Chrysolite obviously had no such reservations on the physical side but she did. Could she ever feel at ease about that? Then there was the question of what if this was another dead end? What if she put herself through all this and all she wound up with was getting her heart broken again. Was it worth the risk? Lastly there was what Ti would call the Ranma solution. Let everything stay in limbo and drag on as it stood while hoping for some sort of miracle to resolve everything for you without hurting anyone. The safest answer but it smacked of running away. Not to mention there was no denying that a war was raging beyond their borders and Chrys was part of it. If she didn't find an answer she could spend the rest of a very long life thinking, "If only ..." Once again Makoto cursed the fact that Chrys wasn't a guy. That was a major barrier! To her at least if not to Chrysolite. Hmmm ... perhaps she could persuade Serenity to ... NO! Forget it! Really, really, stupid idea, Makoto! She had to deal with things as they stood rather than as she wanted them. Except this situation was utterly unprecedented and she had no idea what she intended to do. All things considered she wasn't going to resolve this any time soon. What a mess. After a brief bout of self pity Makoto resolved to stop feeling sorry for herself and do something. For one thing this was all moot if Chrysolite had found someone else or didn't feel the bond anymore. Talking to Chrys would be a good starting point. After that ... well she didn't really know and she was betting in the long run this would be a very bad decision to make in a rush under deadline pressure. So she'd better at least find out if Chrys was willing to give her the time she needed. Having decided that she was left with the practical problem of how to contact Chrysolite. The reverse was simple, Chrys had a deep connection to Helcion and could find Makoto through her dreams easily enough. Makoto couldn't do the reverse ... or could she? She had never actually gone looking for Chrys in the dream world and simply assumed it was impossible for her. Perhaps if she went to sleep determined to search for her ...? Makoto shrugged, maybe it wouldn't work but it was all that came to mind. With that thought she undressed and got into bed. Remembering the meditation exercises Rei had taught her she slowed her breathing and let her mind drift from the material world, focusing her being on the image in her mind. The transition wasn't abrupt, it took her some time to realise she was leaning on a tree in a forest. Far above her in the daytime sky floated an oddly shaped half moon with an almost metallic sheen. She rose and found she was wearing a larger version of her ancient junior high uniform for some reason. Why in the world ...? Perhaps because of the age she had been when she first met Chrysolite, though at the time neither knew the other was more than she seemed. Of course considering she'd broken Chrys's nose back then that wasn't the best time to remember. Then again this could be some quirk of her own subconscious and she could have arrived wearing anything ... or nothing. This line of thought was interrupted by a rustle in the foliage. A face emerged from the greenery and peered at her. It looked like a living teddybear, one of the cutest things she had ever seen. Makoto smiled at it and tried to gently encourage it to emerge. It looked quizzical and began to step forward. Suddenly a stick cracked loudly and the bear vanished into the undergrowth. Makoto whirled to see a young man in white who looked vaguely familiar. He took his foot of the broken brush and somewhat apologetically told her, "They're nowhere near as cute as they look. While omnivores rather than carnivores I based them on the movie instead of the cartoons so they see nothing cannibalistic about eating humans." "Urk!" "My fault, I'm afraid. I strive for authenticity." That rather puzzled Makoto, this was a dream wasn't it? You didn't design them to order. In any event she seemed to have stumbled into someone else's dreams by accident. "Uh ... sorry for the intrusion. I was looking for someone and ..." "You seek Chrysolite, do you not?" "How do you know that?" Automatically Makoto fell into a defensive posture. "Who are you?" Unruffled, the other raised a hand. "Please, Kino Makoto there is no need to be alarmed. We are old acquaintances though while I have often seen you pass through my domain you have rarely glimpsed me. I am also in your debt for your aid long ago." "I do know you from somewhere but if this is just a dream ..." He shook his head and gently chided, "There is no such thing as just a dream. At least not when you are monarch of this realm. I am ruler of all you survey though you might know me best had I manifested as a winged horse with a golden horn." "You're the Pegasus?" "I was, among other forms. Though this is my true appearance and my name is Helios." "Oh." It belatedly occured to Makoto that if this was the King of the Dreaming she might be trespassing on his realm. "Ah ... sorry to barge in, your majesty but ..." "Please, none of that. All are welcome here and I have no need for formality. Particularly with all I owe the Senshi." "Thank you. Helios, I don't mean to seem rude but ..." "But you came here seeking Chrysolite, I quite understand. She is nearby and will be glad to see you." He hesitated a moment then added, "May I walk with you until you two meet. I would welcome the chance to talk to you of certain matters." Makoto wasn't sure she wanted the company but had the feeling this could be important. "Of course." "Excellent, this way please." Side by side the two entered a path that had opened in the forest. Makoto marvelled at the surroundings, were it not for the fact she knew she was dreaming she would have sworn this place was real. "You created this?" "In a sense. In truth I create nothing but merely reshape what already exists. Dreamers are the ones who created and maintain this plane of existence." "I see, sort of ... but why create a forest filled with flesh eating teddybears?" "I went a little overboard with the authenticity, I'm afraid. You see I shaped these particular surroundings for Chrys's benefit. It's lifted from some ancient movies she enjoyed. The forest moon of Endor with the halfbuilt Deathstar in orbit ..." "STAR WARS! That's where I've seen all this before. Chrys mentioned she was a fan when I asked if she was obsessive about any old media like so many of ... you called her Chrys?" Helios chuckled. "We have known each other a very long time but we are merely old friends. You need not concern yourself, she has no interest in me or any other man deeper that that. I am not in any sense your competition." Makoto felt a blush coming on. "It's not like that ..." "Please Makoto, if I may call you that ..." the redfaced Senshi nodded her assent. "As I started to say never apologise for love. It strikes us in the most unexpected forms." She still looked embarrassed so he added, "For example long ago I fell in love with a girl who was far from being a woman but seemed wise beyond her years. A child who was not even born until a few years ago." He looked wistful and Makoto made the obvious connection. "Small Lady?!" "You called her Chibi-Usa back then. When I met her I was losing touch with my humanity, I had lived too long in dreams. She reawakened that and gave me sanctuary from my enemies. It is truly so surprising that I fell in love with her?" "Back then ... then you knew that she was from the future?" "She told me that long ago. Told me many things that she told to no other. Please do not look so concerned. I have no intention of interfering in a manner that would cause a time paradox." "Glad to hear it." Then Makoto frowned, "How about in ways that don't cause a paradox?" "This is the kingdom of dreams and I no longer venture forth into the waking world. How could I influence events in your world?" Makoto felt embarrassed again. "Obviously you couldn't. Sorry, I didn't mean to imply otherwise." "Rest assured I would never do anything to harm your princess. My most earnest hope is that when she comes of age she shall rule over a golden era." Makoto nodded. "Don't worry. Soon as we've beaten the Nemesians things will go back to normal. You can count on the Senshi." "I do, I do most strongly." With that he changed the topic. "It has been some time since you last spoke to Chrysolite?" "Yes. Usually she gets in touch with me but from the war news she's been far too busy ..." "Yes, that's part of the problem." "Problem?" "How to put this ... Makoto, a war rages beyond your borders and Chrysolite fights in the thick of it. Did you ever fear that perhaps it was already too late?" Makoto frowned. "No, I never considered that. I think ... well crazy as it sounds I'm sure I'd know somehow if anything had happened to her." Helios nodded. "You're quite right, you would have known. There is a bond between your souls that would have let you feel her death. But the darkness within is another matter. She feared contacting you in case that drove you away." "I don't understand." "Do you remember your first meeting within the Dreaming." "Sure. It was about two years ago ..." She trailed off as Helios shook his head. "No. You first met here almost a millenia ago. While Chrysolite's battered body lay in hibernation her mind came to the Dreaming. After you fell to the Acolytes you joined her here. Drawn together by her nascent bond to you. A bond that was strengthened when you faced her unleashed id and contained it." "I'm sorry, I have no idea what you're talking about." Yet even as she said it she felt a faint flicker of memory. "I know." Helios paused, there was a small pond to their right. "May I show you what I mean?" Makoto hesitated then nodded. Helios waved a hand and the stagnant, algae filled water became a clear blue mirror. Then their reflections vanished to be replaced by an image of Chrysolite floating in a swimming pool enjoying a drink. An enjoyment abruptly curtailed when a falling Sailor Jupiter landed on top of them. As Makoto watched she inadvertantly triggered Chrysolite's fear of rejection and the youma vanished into the depths of her own subconsciousness. Within the pool she watched her younger self confront Chrysolite's unleashed dark side and contain it. Chrys thanked her before falling into a deeper hibernation ending the dream and returning Makoto to the material world. Somewhat dumbstruck Makoto began, "I ... I don't remember this ..." Yet it felt right somehow. Helios nodded again. "Dreams are ephemeral things often forgotten on waking. Chrysolite does not remember precisely what happened either but the bond between you was forged by that encounter." "But ... what exactly was that and what does that have to do with Chrys avoiding me lately?" It hurt more than she had expected to say the last part. "What you fought all those years ago was nothing less than her dark side unleashed. While we all have our darker natures a youma's is most fearsome indeed. You might notice she named it Twilight." "But ... but that was just the name she used as a superheroine. Besides she's a renegade not an ordinary youma, just like Cal and Ti. They don't have dark sides." "Everyone has a dark side, even Serenity herself. As for the others you mentioned ..." An image appeared in the pool, a Calcite with a scarred face and a cruel expression. "... do you remember the name, 'Overlord'?" Makoto gulped. Oh yes, she remembered him. "That was a Calcite with his dark side ascendant. One who gave in to his baser nature." He banished the image. "But I could show you humans with hearts just as dark or darker. Even you could become a monster if you chose to. It's all part of having free will." "I take your point ... say how do you know about the Overlord? That all happened in another dimension." "A simple answer. This is the realm of dreams and I have seen him within Calcite's nightmares. For ages the fear of becoming the Overlord was his greatest nightmare." "Oh ... you said was?" "Yes, more recently his greatest nightmare seems to involve his wife dressed as a nurse. Don't ask me why ... from the chuckling I gather it makes sense to you?" "Sorry but you had to be there." Her good humour vanished and Makoto asked, "Look, interesting as all this is in the abstract I'd like to know what this has to do with Chrys!" "I'm sorry for talking around the matter but I thought the background might help you understand this better." Helios took a deep breath. "Of late as you know she has resumed her Twilight identity. But she has taken on more than the name, by assuming the guise her dark side also began to emerge. She has been struggling with it for some time and that is why she ceased to contact you. Chrysolite's greatest fear is rejection and she was scared that if you encountered her as Twilight you would turn from her." Makoto stopped in midstride. "Are you telling me not to see her?" Helios shook his head again. "No, she has managed to defeat Twilight but wrestling with her inner demons has ... changed her. In truth she is not sure of herself anymore and has returned to the Dreaming to explore her own psyche." He sighed. "I fear she is becoming too self absorbed in the process so I welcome your arrival. It might keep her from vanishing into her own naval. Ahhh ... speak of the devil." Before them was a clearing full of sunshine. In the shade of a large oak tree Chrysolite leaned against the trunk wearing shorts, a UCLA T-shirt and a relaxed expression. She didn't open her eyes at their approach but idly asked, "Who's your friend, Helios?" "Chrys?" Chrysolite's eyes snapped open. "Makoto! ... I mean Jupiter ... no, I mean Makoto ... ah ... well, welcome to my corner of the Dreaming. Please come in, it's better to be on this side of the Ewok wards. Hairy, little savages ... Excuse me Helios, I appreciate this place but there's such a thing as overdoing the atmosphere." "I've been thinking the same. Think I'll go give them an extra dose of cute. If you'll excuse me?" Without waiting for an answer the dream king stepped back into the forest and vanished from sight almost immediately. The two women looked at one another and an awkward silent ensued. Makoto broke it before things got uncomfortable. "You're looking ... peaceful. At least you were when we arrived." Chrysolite chuckled. "I was feeling peaceful but you can't blame me for being a little startled. This is the first time you've sought me out." She paused, "May I ask why you're here? I'm sorry I haven't visited lately but my life has been somewhat hectic of late." "So Helios said." Chrysolite started to frown then shrugged. "Helios means well but he can't resist the urge to meddle so he can try to make things better. That's going to get him in trouble some day." She paused to collect her thoughts. "He undoubtably told you I've had something of an internal civil war." "Yes, he also said you had won it." "I suppose I did though victory has it's price. I know I've changed but it's hard to describe exactly how. I do know that in some way I feel closer to my father. By which I mean the man Nephrite was before Beryl got her hooks into him not the one he became. But even after that there were hints of what he had been" Makoto nodded. "From what I've heard he sounds like he was a good man." Chrysolite did frown this time. "Could you elaborate on that? As I recall it General Nephrite perished before you joined the Senshi so you never met him in any form." "Not in this life but during my first ... I haven't mentioned this before but some time ago the diary of the last King of Jupiter was given to me along with Arachne." "You've mentioned your mooncat before. Still chasing Artemis?" "Yes but without success, Luna's watching him like a hawk." They chuckled then Makoto resumed her explanation. "Arachne translated the diary as I couldn't read the Jouvian script. Still can't actually, languages aren't one of my strengths." She laughed a trifle nervously then continued, "Anyway I was very surprised to learn that ..." She paused then rather rapidly blurted, "ThatIwasengagedtoGuardianNephrite." Chrys took a moment to work that out then looked surprised. "You were engaged to my father?!" "Evidentally. I was ... surprised to say the least but Arachne swore her translation was accurate and she could confirm the fact of her own knowledge." "I see ... so how do you feel about this." Makoto shrugged. "After the initial shock I don't think I felt anything about it. I'm not Juno, I have few of her memories and they don't have much to do with Kino Makoto. It's a bit like hearing about any tragic love story from history. Sad but nothing that impacts who you are. Who Juno of Clan McCloud loved is nothing to do with me. Maybe Nephrite was the great love of her life but there's no reason to think he was mine. If we had met we'd have been nothing more than enemies. Who I was isn't who I am! My life and my love is my own concern!" "Does it trouble you that he was my father?" Chrysolite's voice was neutral. It was impossible to tell what she was feeling. Makoto thought about what she had said and frowned. "Why should it? He was Ti and Cal's father too and that's never had any significance to them or me." "Ah yes, a friend's parentage is irrelevant. All that truly matters is who they are. For despite what some believe the sins of the father are not visited upon the next generation." Makoto wasn't quite sure what to make of this, Chrysolite seemed to be in a philosophical mood. In fact her whole manner was much more ... well serene than Makoto had grown to expect. She was wondering what to say next when Chrysolite broke the growing silence. "I'm glad to hear my father isn't a barrier between us but you still haven't answered my question. Why did you suddenly seek me out? I'd like to believe you simply got tired of waiting for me to visit you but from your demeanor I sense another reason." Makoto sighed, "You're very perceptive. I ... we've been meeting via dreams off and on for quite a while now. Well, not quite a while by immortal standards but it's felt like I've known you a lot longer ... I guess from what Helios was saying I have ... oh hell, I'm babbling." "It's alright. Take as long as you want, I'll wait." "That's part of the problem ... look for some time now I've realized that you have ... feelings for me that go deeper than friendship." Quickly, "There's nothing wrong with that! That's part of who you are and perfectly natural! It's just that ... Chrys I feel ... I'm not sure how I feel about you. I've got no problem with being friends, I like you a lot. It's just I ... I don't know if I can ever love you the way you want me to ... I ..." She trailed off uncertain what to say next and stared at the ground. Then felt Chrysolite take her hand. "It's alright Makoto. If your friendship is all you can offer that's more than sufficent." Makoto blinked and looked at her. With wonder she exclaimed, "You're serious!?" Chrysolite smiled and nodded. "Is that so hard to believe? Once, indeed until very recently, I would have settled for nothing less than becoming your partner but that presumption limited me. One thing I do know is that we are soulbound and without you I am incomplete. I need you but more than that I need your happiness. If you feel you cannot be comfortable with a physical love I accept that and ask if I can be your sister?" Makoto looked thunderstruck prompting Chrysolite to ask, "What are you feeling right now?" "I ... I don't know. Maybe relief, maybe a bit of disappointment. I feel ... numb. I was expecting this big confrontational scene but you've ... I really don't know what to feel." Chrysolite smiled and patted her on the shoulder. "Took the wind out of your sails? Seriously, I'm not about to turn into some vegan, fakir type babbling about purity and giving up the pleasure of the flesh to seek enlightenment. I would be delighted to be your lover but I don't demand it. If you want to just be friends I can accept that. As long as I'm part of your life in some way then I'll be content." Then Chrysolite frowned slightly, "Though one thing does puzzle me. I thought you had come here to tell me which way you wanted our relationship but you still haven't made up your mind. So I'm still wondering why you suddenly decided to seek me out when nothing's really changed. Well, I've changed but you didn't know that." For the first time she looked uncertain. How sensitive was the link between them? "Did you?" "No, I'm afraid not." Makoto tried to collect her thoughts, remembering why she had come here in the first place. Taking a deep breath she began. "Chrys ... I'm ... likely going to be out of circulation for a while. Scratch likely, before too long I'm definitely going to be unable to meet you until who knows when." Chrys frowned, "Makoto, real as all this looks you must know this is just a dream we're sharing?" "Yes, but I don't even know if I'll be able to dream." At the other's puzzled look she explained, "There's this trick Senshi can do where we draw power from our worlds without focusing it into an attack. We can channel raw, unfocused mana and it can be used as a power source. If we do it short term then there's no problem but if you have to do it twenty-four hours a day without a break then that's another matter. Some time ago we worked out how to do this, it's sort of like putting yourself into a trance. Some of the mana sustains you while the rest flows off to power whatever you're drawing it for. Basically your metabolism drops almost to zero, you barely even breathe and your awareness fades with it. Sort of like that hibernation you were shocked into. The only way to communicate with or wake up a Senshi in this state is a very powerful telepathic signal. If there's more than one Senshi combining their power flow then their minds merge and you create a sort of group consciousness. But it doesn't exactly think, more reacts. I'm ... going to be a part of that with Rei, Ami and Mina." "I see ..." after a pause Chrys asked . "I take it you can't tell me why you're doing this?" Makoto shook her head. "Didn't think so. So you came here to say goodbye?" "Sort of. Chrys, it's not fair to make you wait for me. Not only do I not know how long I'll be in the link but I still don't know what I'm going to decide once I'm back. Maybe you should find someone else ..." "I'll wait. Someday you'll be back and I'll be there for you. However you want me." Makoto's eyes narrowed. "No way I can convince you otherwise, is there." "Nope." Cheerfully Chrys announced, "Rooted as a Gardinel or stubborn as a mule to put it in terrestrial terms." Makoto sighed. "If that's how you want it ..." Chrys nodded. "Your choice but you are in the middle of a warzone. Will you promise me that if you meet someone you feel something for you won't deny yourself the chance because of blind commitment to me?" Chrysolite hesitated and studied Makoto, "If that's really how you want it?" "Yes and don't try and change my mind. You're not the only stubborn one." "Well, if it'll make you happy ..." Makoto shook her head. "Chrys, this about your happiness, not mine. That's what's important here." "Very well, I solemnly promise if I run across an attractive woman I'll drag her into the bushes and ravish her." Makoto's jaw dropped then she laughed and playfully punched Chrys in the shoulder. "You hentai!" Chrysolite grinned. "Hey, it was getting far too serious of late. As for you and me how about we say we're friends for now then see how things develop after you get back?" "I'd like that." With that the two of them hugged then broke apart. Chrys took Makoto's hands. "So long as you're here for the rest of the night how about filling me in on what's new in Crystal Tokyo. But just the gossip, none of the depressing war stuff. I can get enough of that in the waking world." Makoto grinned. "Deal. Okay, you remember Margrave?" Chrys nodded. "Well she's cutting her own swath through my staff officers ..." Undetected in the surrounding foilage Helios smiled. Chrysolite had snapped out of her self absorption and Makoto looked like a huge weight had been lifted from her shoulders. Everything was going fine, he wasn't needed here. As he withdrew he wondered how their relationship would proceed from now on. Whichever way it went it should be interesting but more importantly his old friend would be happy either way. Idly he wondered if the other Senshi were content with their lot. He knew of another elder who currently lacked a partner. Like Chrys she had once been deeply involved with a spiritual quest though she had largely abandonned it for more material matters. Still Sailor Mars did not seem to regret her choices and was usually happy in the pursuit of her duties. Usually. Though on occasion duty just wasn't enough. Earlier Makoto had been thinking she could contact Rei without disrupting her personal life. She had been wrong but it was a reasonable assumption. Makoto had just naturally assumed Rei was either in her office working late on last minute security concerns (or more likely triple checking everything) for the following day or had returned to her apartment to unwind. Neither assumption was correct. Rei was not in her office nor her apartment within the Palace. She had left to spend the night elsewhere. Some distance from the great Place of Crystal Tokyo was a small grassy hill surrounded by centuries old trees that had been planted and nurtured by Sailor Mars. On top of the hill stood a modest three story building modelled after a temple that had once stood there. The Hikawa Shrine itself had been destroyed a long time ago and never restored. After the founding of Crystal Tokyo Rei had planned to rebuild it but found herself oddly reluctant when it came to getting started. After much soul searching she had come to realise that she did not consider herself a Shinto priestess anymore. Perhaps in many ways she hadn't done so for years and it had taken the loss of the shrine to make her realise that. Receiving a heavily Christian education while training to be a priestess had given her a wide perspective on comparative religions. This, combined with the many things she had seen throughout her Senshi career and the odd flash of her first life, had made her decide that no existing religion could be considered the one true way though perhaps all had some facet of the truth. If the whole truth was knowable by mortal minds she had no idea but she hoped to find out. After the Great Darkness there were many questions she wanted answered. Though most could be reduced to simply, "Why?" So she had began her spiritual quest centuries earlier. A journey she never expected to complete but felt was perhaps more important than the destination. Of course every path had its ruts and potholes and she had left it more than once. Indeed the past few decades as on many other times in the past she had abandoned it in favour of more material matters. But tonight she had put aside being Sailor Mars, Director of Crystal Tokyo Internal Security to become Hino Rei, seeker after truths once again. So for the first time in almost forty years she had returned to her home. The building was divided into three floors, each with a different purpose. The top floor was living quarters, furnished in traditional Japanese style and kept spotless by a longtime cleaning service. The ground floor was the only one open to the public. It was a non denominational meditation hall. The fire that burned at one end held no significance beyond what the observer chose to bring to it. Many came to it seeking answers within themselves. Some left feeling wiser, others feeling cheated. Rei made no judgements and gave no direction to those who came. All she guaranteed was a place to begin seeking their path. If they found it and what they did with it was their concern. Besides it had been some time since her spiritual side reasserted itself. In fact safeguarding Crystal Tokyo and Serenity had been her prime concern for most of the past millennium. A rewarding duty and a spiritual pursuit in its own way. The hall had been empty when Rei arrived. She hadn't lingered, instead after a brief look at the upper floor she had retired to the second. This floor was a single room bare of furnishing but the walls were far from empty. They were covered with shrines. Many to men and women she had known well, others she barely knew. All shared one thing. These shrines were dedicated to those whose courage and dedication to Crystal Tokyo made her feel they deserved not to be forgotten. Rei paid her respects at each one with sincerity. This was less a matter of religion than of honour and tradition. If Rei had not founded she had certainly lead the neo-traditionalist movement of Crystal Tokyo. Unlike the Nipponese traditionalists who flourished outside of Crystal Tokyo the neo-traditionalists had been much more selective in honouring the past. Instead of blindly embracing it they discarded much that conflicted with contemporary ideals. Excessive militarism, second place status of women and casting out those whose ancestors had held supposedly unclean occupations had all fallen by the wayside. The end result was either a strengthened way of life or culture-lite. It all depended on your perspective. Rei held the first view and privately thought the other Senshi had become excessively westernized. Or excessively silly depending on who you were talking about. Of course given Crystal Tokyo's influence on the world and the many changes abroad over the centuries westernized no longer had the same meaning that it had in her youth. After paying her respects at all the other shrines Rei stopped before the largest. She knelt there longer than she had at the others and might have sat there all night had she not sensed someone downstairs. After a while curiosity got the better of her and she headed for the stairwell. There was little light in the hall except for the flickering one from the fire. Rei made out the silhouette before it and was very surprised to recognise it. What was she doing here? Intrigued by the novelty Rei silently crossed the floor separating her from the other woman. She was halfway there when she saw the other twitch slightly. Very interesting, she should not have been able to get this close unnoticed. Her guest had actually been deep enough in meditation to dull her senses. Not what she had expected. Without waiting for an invitation she sat down beside her. Neither acknowledged the other and both fixed their eyes on the fire burning before them. Time passed unnoticed or at least unremarked by either. At length Rei decided to speak. "Don't you work nights, Margrave?" The catwoman didn't look around. "I've already had my fun for tonight. Henry's got no complaints even if he did think I was a bit on edge. Service with a smile I always say. Makes sure you have a regular clientele." Rei scowled as she made a connection. She sounded a little irritated as she commented, "Can't you leave the military staff alone!" "Relax, I was just snacking. A good nights sleep and he'll be back to normal by morning." She decided not to add the, "probably". A little snidely Rei gestured at the fire. "Thought you gave up meditation a long time ago." Margrave considered saying something sarcastic but some impulse made her answer honestly. "I did. Unlike the saps who are looking for nirvana I just use it occasionally to try and ... balance myself. Usually I manage just fine without it but right now I'm a little edgy." "Why?" Margrave wasn't privy to anything beyond Pluto's bare bones warning and Ti swore she hadn't let anything slip. Margrave snorted. "Are you kidding? You think I couldn't smell the worry Demand's little offer stirred up? You could cut the pheromones with a knife! Hell, they were so thick I'm surprised everybody else couldn't scent them." After a pause she added, "And when you guys get nervous us mere mortals get very scared." Rei considered asking how a 1000 year old succubus qualified as a mere mortal but settled for a noncommital, "Oh?" "Yeah! Especially considering the Senshi have never lost ..." "That's debatable." "Is it. Is it really?" Margrave gave a thin smile. "Oh you've had setbacks, lost battles, lost people you cared about (Rei hid her wince), been captured, been injured and even died on occasion but you've never actually lost. When the smoke clears and the final bell rings the Senshi are always the ones still standing while your enemies are either dust in the wind or have come around to your point of view. Every time! So if you get scared then several tons of grade A shit must be about to hit the fan! Debate that if you can." Rei almost said, "Except that most of those times everything hinged on one special person. And she's the one we're about to lose." Almost. Instead she said, "None of which means we don't get nervous. We have to win every time. Our enemies only have to win once. It's been touch and go more times than I care to think about." "That's your story and you're sticking to it?" "Yes." Margrave just shrugged and returned to watching the fire. They sat there in silence again for a time. This time it was Margrave who broke the peace. "By the way, what brought you out here? You don't smell nervous anymore, just resolved with a tinge of depression." "I came here because I felt like it. It has been too long since I paid my respects to ... to our honoured dead." A half truth and Margrave saw right through it. "A thousand years and you still haven't got over him?" Rei shook her head. Margrave looked quizzical. "Couldn't you ask Serenity to loan you Endymion?" Rei didn't rise to the bait. She sounded perfectly calm as she answered, "As you well know we're talking about Yuuchiro. You could at least credit me with the sense to tell a teenage crush from the real thing." Margrave shrugged, "Whoever it was you should be over it by now." She felt strong fingers grasp her chin and turn her face towards Rei's. The other looked in her eyes then spoke. "I don't spend my days weeping over the past nor do I deny myself other lovers. But you never forget your first love." Margrave brushed Rei's hand away. The Senshi didn't resist but didn't look away either. Irritated the youma told her, "I wouldn't know." Rei's expression changed from stern to almost pitying. "Margrave, you can lie to the others but not to me. I've been inside your mind ... not the nicest place but I've been worse ones. I know. I've always known." "Uhh ...!" Margrave found herself at a loss for words. It was some time before she composed herself enough to say, "I always wondered. I was afraid you'd find out when you read my mind but you never said anything. I thought you must have overlooked it because it didn't fit your expectations. That and I buried it pretty deep ... Why didn't you ever use it against me?" Rei sighed. "Margrave, only you would think love was a weakness to be exploited." "But I do. We both know it would have ruined my reputation if that ever came out. The ultimate blackmail. Why didn't you use it? I would have." "I know. That's the main reason I didn't." "Not even after you picked up my libido ...?" Margrave trailed off at the expression on Rei's face. "What happened was a result of my carelessness and overconfidence rather than any malice on your part. Which is why I didn't do a lot worse than make your little secret known." "Ah." They fell quiet again and tried, with very limited success, to meditate. At length Rei asked, "Are you ever going to tell him ... ?" "NO!" For a moment Rei thought the catwoman had said her piece but she continued after a pause. "It's not the right time yet. Someday he'll tire of her and they'll break up for real and stay apart. Then it'll be time to try again. I'm luckier than you, I get a second chance." Rei mentally shook her head and thought, "You tell yourself that but in your heart you know it's too late. You had your chance and you lost it as surely as I did. In some ways I'm luckier, I don't have to see Yuu with another woman and pretend it doesn't tear me apart. Yes, in some ways I'm luckier ... I miss him." Out loud she said, "You don't really know what you've shared until you lose it. By then it's too late and all you can think about is everything you should have said." Margrave hesitated about agreeing to even this much but as there was no one else present she chanced a nod. With that the conversation ceased and the two sat there feeling an odd solidarity for the first time in a millennia. These were, Rei reflected, truly days of miracle and wonder. Who could have predicted this? Indeed if they could share a moment like this then there was truly hope for everyone. Titanite cradled her daughter and felt the three year old relax and slip back into sleep. Next to her Topass waited quietly in case he was needed. Hem-chan had startled them both awake by waking up shrieking from a terrible nightmare. At least Ti hoped it was a nightmare. To date Hematite had shown no signs of developing paranormal abilities. Indeed apart from greater strength and coordination than the average three year old she was completely normal. Actually for a half youma she was perfectly normal, her cousin Alan had the same abilities. However as both her parents had genetically derived powers Ti would be very surprised it Hem-chan didn't display any. Particularly considering most of her children with purely human fathers had shown some para-ability, minor or major. In most cases these abilities had manifested later in life when they were better equipped to learn to control them and that was how they both hoped Hematite would develop. Ti muttered a prayer to any deity who might be listening that her daughter wasn't coming down with a bad case of precognition. Though it would several years before she was sure Ti would eventually realise Hematite could not see the future. She had simply picked up on her mother's distress and this had given her a nightmare. With Topass's help Ti eased their daughter back into bed. He was, she thought again, very good at taking care of Hem-chan. He would have let her sleep and handle this himself but she had insisted on getting up. She was worried that she wasn't spending nearly enough time with her daughter. Certainly they spent nowhere near as much time together as he did with Hematite. She was putting in long hours at her office keeping civilian morale up and broadcasting what they could to the occupied territories. After the Embassy closed and the Nemesians pulled out Topass found himself unemployed. Not that he resented becoming a house husband. Far from it, he enjoyed the change. Besides it simplified things in some ways. While he had walked away from the Black Moon Family and committed himself to his new family and Crystal Tokyo he was ambivalent about taking a position in the Palace. Not that he had regretted his decision or been hesitant about providing what little tactical and strategic knowledge he had about his former people but he didn't want to become officially part of it. War was inevitable and Crystal Tokyo definitely had the moral high ground. None of which changed the fact that he had relatives among the opposing forces. Everyone respected his decision (except perhaps Ferrite) and no one was about to force him to take up arms against his family members. Besides, Ti knew, that if the war came to Crystal Tokyo he'd be on the front lines putting himself between the invaders and their child. Ti gazed down on her sleeping daughter. Her only unplanned pregnancy, an event she had never had to worry about before lacking a youma partner. Even with the potential for a genetic match between youma and nemesian the odds were still several hundred thousand to one against the union having issue. Except that sometimes the longshot paid off and probability could be a little odd in Crystal Tokyo. A real miracle child. Once she got over the initial shock she had never regretted Hematite's conception and birth. How could Garnet think she was an abomination and blot on the clan honour to be expunged by any means necessary? There was no shortage of hate in the world but how did it happen? All these centuries and she still didn't understand. At least youma had grown up under the influence Metallia and Beryl. You could understand why most were born evil. Humans didn't have that excuse yet there was no shortage of those who would have fit nicely into the Dark Kingdom. Yet why? No matter how terrible they became once they were all as innocent as Hem-chan. How did they ever end up so twisted? She felt Topass's arms around her. His instincts were good, he always knew she needed distraction. Many considered the age gap between them insurmountable. To both of them it was simply irrelevant. She let him lead back to their bedroom. Again his instincts were true. Her knew she wanted comfort more than sex and simply held her as she relaxed and feel asleep. Shortly afterwards he joined her in sleep and a sense of peace settled over the household. Princess Usagi, heir to the throne of Crystal Tokyo and better known around the palace as the imperious "Small Lady", looked far from regal in her bunny pajamas. Though she had left her curtains open the light from the breaking dawn didn't wake her. She also hadn't stirred earlier when her parents entered the room to watch over her. Like her mother she could sleep through an earthquake undisturbed. She did toss and turn as something in her dreams disturbed her and mumbled something they couldn't make out. Luna-P was resting on a bedpost and its ariel snapped to attention as it awaited a command. However no instructions followed and it returned to standby mode. Instead the Princess's hands shifted to her chest and rested on the spot where the concealed medallion lay. As she touched it she relaxed and the frown left her face. She slumbered on with a smile on her face as her parents moved back to the doorway. They could probably have talked right over her bed without waking their daughter but they didn't want to take the chance. Let her sleep peacefully while she could. Her life would become far too hectic very soon. Serenity sighed and murmured, "She still seems too young!" But she knew that was because she saw her now with a mother's eyes. The reality was she looked identical to the pushy little brat who had barged into her teenage self's life. When Pluto appeared on Usagi-chan's last birthday to give her a special present she had known time was short. She remembered her daughter had been very surprised to see Pluto materialize before her mother. Usagi had thought she was the only one who knew about the mysterious Senshi who kept appearing to her alone. Though even if Rei hadn't kept Serenity informed her daughter's "I've got a secret" grin would have tipped her off. It was all a little annoying. She couldn't blame Setsuna for making herself Usagi's imaginary friend. After all when the time came Usagi had to trust her without reservations. It was just a bit galling that she hadn't consulted with her about it. Though to be fair Serenity had to admit that perhaps that approach worked better than introducing herself as an old friend of her mother's. While there was no shortage of Senshi sworn to Serenity and by extension to her daughter this way Usagi could think she had her own personal Senshi. That had delighted her. Serenity also had to wonder just what had Pluto told her. Rei hadn't been able to eavesdrop on their conversations. None of which really mattered because, Serenity realised, all these reminiscences were her way of avoiding thinking about what was probably going to happen today. Her daughter was likely to embark on a danger filled journey and she could do nothing to prevent it. She felt Endymion's arm on her shoulders and leaned against him. He could always read her moods. He didn't say anything, all it would be were empty platitudes and his own feelings said all that was needed. They had a duty to fulfill and however unpleasant it was they owed it to everyone to fulfill it. Or else watch everything they had built vanish into oblivion. She knew all this and yet this was their daughter. Their own futures were exceedingly grim but they paled in comparison to what she must endure. It wasn't fair. No, it wasn't fair. It was merely necessary. She was Queen of Crystal Tokyo, with all the responsibilities that entailed. Once she would have wailed and cried and tried to avoid those responsibilities but that was a long time ago. A small smile formed as she realised that was exactly where her daughter was going. Looking back she could see why Usagi wouldn't be very impressed by her teenage self. At least not at first. Not until she learned to see past the crybaby exterior to the heart within. That brought to mind other thoughts about those days which perplexed her a little. Perhaps her husband had an answer. "Endy-chan?" Endymion had also been recalling the past. The nickname reminded him that once upon a time she had always called him Mamo-chan no matter what the circumstances. Now the only time she didn't address him as Endymion was when they were alone. Naturally a royal court needed a certain sense of decorum but there were times ... Shaking off the though he asked, "What is it, Sery-chan?" "Do you think we've spoiled her?" That was a tricky question. "Not really. I don't think we've overdone it ..." He hesitated as it occurred to him that some people would consider giving a child a toy with shape shifting and mind control abilities a bit excessive. Still they had to give her that and she didn't misuse it ... well not very much ... actually it was lucky so many people in the palace could mind shield. "Well, maybe a little but that was probably inevitable", he conceded. "She's certainly used to getting her own way and having adults defer to her but that was probably inevitable for a princess. We both know that under all that she's a wonderful kid thought it's going to take us ... them ... Usagi and Mamoru a while to be sure about that." Serenity chuckled. "Ah yes, Sailor Moon often thought Neo-Queen Serenity must be a rotten mother if this was how her daughter turned out. Then she'd remember who she would grow up to be and get depressed." They both laughed quietly and felt a longing for those days when they were young and life was so carefree. At least it had been if you overlooked the part about having to save the world at least once a year. Everything always looked better with hindsight and they had no shortage of days to look back on. Besides by any biological standard they were both still young. Endymion felt her tense. "Serenity ..." "It's all right." She looked up, her eyes glistened and she smiled sadly but she remained in control. "Everything has a price in one form or another. It's time for us to pay the one for our centuries of peace and prosperity. I accept that and I know we can rely on everyone's efforts will bring us through this alright. I know you feel the same." It wasn't a question but nodded anyway. "It's just ... I can't say a proper goodbye to her. When I go to meet Demand she'll ask me if I'll be home soon and I'll tell her I'll be with her again as soon as I can. I can't say more than that without lying to her and I won't do that." "Nor can I but you don't need to. She knows she's got your love and that's more important than any farewell you could give her. That's what will sustain her though all her troubles. The thought of coming back to you again." "No my love, just this once you're wrong. The thought of both of us will be what sustains her and lets her fight off Wiseman's control in the end. You're as important to her as I am. Don't you dare forget that." "As you command." With that he kissed her. After they broke for air (which demonstrated their paranormal lung capacities) Endymion saw the glint in Serenity's eyes. Without waiting for any more hints he swept her into his arms and carried her back to their bedroom. He said nothing except to call her "Usako" for the first time in centuries. She called him Mamo-chan and both names felt oddly appropriate for the first time in ages. Unaware of all this Princess Usagi slumbered on. Her hands continued to caress her hidden treasure, the necklace she wore morning, noon and night. Puu had told her that she must always carry the timekey. She knew that this was the most wonderful present she would ever get. Much better that Luna-P or all the cake and candy in the world. It was the most precious thing imaginable. Puu had told her that as long as she had this she could help her parents if they were ever in trouble and sworn her oath upon it. That was why she never took it off, even in the bath. Nothing was more important than her parents and if they ever needed her help she must be ready. A hand ruffled her hair but she didn't awaken though she did murmur, "Mommy." Sailor Pluto smiled and stepped back from the bed. Everything was as ready as it could be. Soon, in the subjective chronological sense, they would be past the potential paradox and the timeline would be secure. Then, with her greatest task accomplished, she would be free to see about settling some personal matters. But for now she must return to her lonely vigil at the timegate. She took another look at the sleeping child and decided there must be something in the air. Her eyes seemed to be watering. "Be strong little one. You have many trials ahead but you will not be alone and that will let you endure. Friends make all the difference as I can tell you as one who has been lonely for a very long time. I didn't meet you purely to complete the time circle. I wanted to see you, I welcome any break from the monotony of limbo. Thankfully the old legends that Sailor Pluto must be alone forever are as false as the ones that say Saturn must destroy the world. We will meet again Small Lady. Be careful." As silently as she had entered Pluto vanished. Princess Usagi shifted in her sleep and began to dream about Puu. It was a good dream in which Puu stopped hiding in the shadows and joined the other Senshi at a party for her. Everyone was happy and she was the center of attention, as she should be. But more important everyone special to her was together and having fun. The gloom that had fallen over them was gone and things were as they had been before the bad black moon people came. It was long after the sun had risen when Princess Usagi awoke and yawned. Much as she resented waking up she felt good. She remembered having a great dream and it had left her feeling that today would be perfect. She just knew this would be a day to remember. Which, it cannot be denied, was certainly true. She would remember this day for the rest of her life. End. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Afterword. All of Sailor Moon Expanded is based on the animated version of the works of Naoka Takeuchi to whom we're all indebted. That said we have added a few original characters some of whom appeared in this story. Here goes: Starhunter/Toma (Tom) Endo-Bradington created by Ben Harrison. He originally appeared during SMR in "Hunter's Moon". Chrysolite created by Berk' Watkins. Check out "Zodiac Grand Tour" for more about her. Arachne created by Andy Combs and Doug Helm. If you're wondering where the third mooncat came from check out "Jupiter's Orbit" by Frank Barr. Topass created by Andy Combs. He was first seen in "Crystal Renegades" Titanite, Calcite and Margrave created by your humble author To find any and all of the SME stories check our homepage at: http://www.texas.net/~android/sme_main.html If you want to know what happened the day of the peace conference you'll have to wait until I write, "Zero Hour". My non SME fanfics can be found at: http://www.geocities.com/Tokyo/Temple/1810 Until next time Mark Latus